posting...

so, this is my first post. i don't really remember what i wanted to talk about now. i made up this whole blog to look nice and whatnot...it took me so long that i forgot the reason i wanted to start this blog anyways. i'm sure it had something to do with complaining about things on the internet lol btw, just in case you haven't noticed: i don't like to use uppercase letters unless i have to, i don't put 2 spaces after punctuation, and i probably won't use proper paragraphing techniques 90% of the time....if you don't like it, don't read my blog :) most of the time i am not a complaining kind of person, but everyone has something to complain about. i usually just keep it to myself, but now i can post it in my blog, where i'm sure not many people will ever read it, so it's still kind of like i'm keeping it to myself, but at the same time i can feel like i'm "getting it off my chest" it's like a journal, only less likely to be lost or ruined by a child lol i over use the "lol" i'm really never laughing out loud when i type that, mostly it's just to acknowledge the fact that i'm being serious, but only slightly. as i said before: i'm SUPER random! there is really no coherent meaning to my train of thought (obviously it makes sense to me, because it's mine).

so...since i am recently single, let's talk about that for a bit. i really think it's unbelievable how despicable people these days can be. i mean, i'm only 26, but i feel like i should have been born a generation or 2 before i was. why in the world is it so popular these days to run around and be with as many people as you can instead of just finding one person and staying with them? for 3 and a half years i stuck around, waiting for him to mean what he said keep his promises. come to find out: from day 1 there was always someone else. not even always the same someone else. pretty much whoever he could get his hands on. don't people realize how disgusting it is to be with that many people? especially at the same time! don't people know what feelings are anymore? since when is it ok to lie and cheat? since when is it "freakin awesome" to never be in love? maybe i'm just some crazy hopeless romantic, and i read too many stories and i've seen too many movies with happy endings, or whatever. but damn, people! i can't be the only one left with any sense...

it's a sad, sad world we live in these days :( too much reality tv, too much emphasis on partying and sex and violence...not nearly enough emphasis on studying or real relationships or kindness. maybe i'm just worried about the kind of world my children will grow up in. why do we have shows glorifying teenage pregnancy? why do people just love to watch shows about some idiot douchbags getting wasted, having sex, and partying all the time? why can't there be more reality shows about people that set GOOD examples for our children? obviously it's all on the parents to keep their children from seeing this kind of garbage. but i know a lot of people don't care what their kids watch. doesn't matter if there's violence, or half naked people, or bad language, or if it's too scary...they just let their kids watch whatever. because they can't be bothered to let the kids watch some appropriate cartoons...they want to watch family guy, so their 4 or 5 or 6 year old (or any other underage child) who just wants to spend time with their parents, gets to sit around and watch shows that are meant for adults. who cares if a 5 year old walks around cussing all the time, right? "lol it's so cute" NO IT ISN'T! i don't even allow my 5 year old to say "stupid" but people think i'm too overbearing. i don't care. i don't want my boys to grow up and be corrupted by society. i don't think it's appropriate at all for kids, barely even teenagers, to be walking around cussing and having sex. they don't just come up with this shit on their own! they see it all over tv, it's in games, it's in magazines and movies and advertising...it's just ridiculous. i can't stand any of it!

anyways...that wasn't really what i wanted to start this blog for, i guess i got off on a tangent :p but, hey. at least i filled up some space :) and that is seriously a subject that i think about A LOT! doesn't mean i'll reblog about the same thing all the time. i'll come up with other stuff to write about. not necessarily always going to be anything that seems as depressing as society! and...that's all for now!

*peace~love~blessings*